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Re-instantiated: Edited Memories?

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Rcarter Rcarter's picture
Re-instantiated: Edited Memories?
Edited memories is listed as a trait of the Re-instantiated background. Just wondering what the general consensus is as to what exactly is edited? Is it the time of the fall? The time that they've been inactive? Hyper-corps choice? or Is it just a plot device?
Arenamontanus Arenamontanus's picture
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I also thought it was odd, until I started writing an adventure that involved restarting stacks from people killed in the fall. Then it clicked in my mind: the edited memories are to keep them sane. The average reinstantiated person experienced some real horrors before waking out off-Earth. They saw civilization coming to an end, nanoplagues and alien war machines doing horrific things to people around them, and were often scanned in desperate circumstances (I love using the little war memory from "Glasshouse" by Charles Stross as an example). They also lost friends, family members, ways of life and their whole reality. Now, how much mental stress does that produce? And how many reinstantiated just crash into insanity when they wake up and start thinking about what happened? The proper solution is of course slow, gentle psychotherapy. Gradually they learn how to deal with that has happened and realize they have a new life. Unfortunately this requires *lots* of experienced psychotherapists, time, effort and (hence) money. AI therapists are not up to the job, and when you have millions of people to process *now* you will stretch your people beyond the breaking point (treating traumatized people is itself pretty stressful). A quick solution that allows a much less skilled therapist to at least do some fixing, or might even solve the problem altogether, is to give the infugee a bit of retogerade amnesia. You don't even need to fine-tune it to just the horrible memories, just run a psychosurgery macro that removes any memory connection in the hippocampus and cortex that show any sign of not being fully consolidated (i.e. anything new). Do the same with amygdala-related fear conditioning that has any link to them - dampen the heck out of them. If you are being nice about it you save a changelog file that can later be used by the ego and its therapist to restore some of the memories. So the re-instantiated tend to have edited memories: they do not remember much of what happened during the Fall, since that was the cheap way of avoiding direct mental breakdowns. I think there is a great deal of individual variation - some have restored their memories, some were never edited - but I would just allow PCs and NPCs to have some other 10CP disadvantage instead (like neural damage from bad scanning, some mental disorder from remembering it all etc).
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Axel the Chimeric Axel the Chimeric's picture
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I think you both overthought it a little, myself; Edited Memories is potentially applied to anyone who died and has lost a segment of their continuity, such as people who die on a mission and have to be restarted from a six month old back-up. When it came to escaping the Fall, the people who couldn't get off Earth bodily either egocasted out or relied on an off-world back-up and most people back up only once every six months. In either situation, they are going to suffer some serious doubts. Those who egocasted don't know what happened to their body (maybe the original them is wandering around on Earth, fighting to survive?), while those who had a back-up offworld have it even worse. What happened to them in those dying hours of the Motherworld? Are they maybe even still alive down there? Did they get mind-napped by the TITANs? That's what I think it means by Edited Memories. I don't disagree that the idea of psychosurgery and memory editing is cool and all, and I can see several people definitely needing it, but I think that was the intended meaning and that makes a lot more sense to me. If nothing else, I can't see psychosurgery being carte blanche applied to infugees. The whole Edited Memories thing is definitely open to interpretation (maybe your memories were changed because you saw something someone didn't like but were too valuable to get deleted), but my general interpretation is the version above.
Decivre Decivre's picture
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Edited memories is a very open-ended trait that basically sums up to the idea that your memories are incomplete for any number of possible reasons. Whether it be death, psychosurgery, Firewall meddling, or something else, there is a gap in your character's recall that leaves an opening for GMs to bring elements into the game based on such a gap. Perhaps you made contact with a TITAN and called it a fat hooker, and it disintegrated you and swore to hunt down every copy. Perhaps you made a faction very angry with you. Only the GM knows. So far as I can see, Arenamontanus's idea fits fine with the concept of the trait. Maybe the character was someone in charge of killing off innocent civilians to keep them from being taken away by the TITANs, and begged the Hypercorps to erase those sins from their mind. It certainly makes for a character with a lot of potential skeletons coming back for them.
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Axel the Chimeric Axel the Chimeric's picture
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That mention of people euthanizing the doomed on Earth makes for a terrifying story in its own right, doesn't it? Sophie's Choice, on the scale of thousands. I can imagine an egocast technician, who knows the wolves are at the door, being told that there is literally no server space left to accept any more infugees, and there's no time to aim the broadcast dish anywhere else... So they make the decision to kill everyone else. And then, they are left there when the machines, detecting the loss of heat and determining that there likely isn't anything inside worth harvesting, move on. Alone. Soaked in blood. Tormented by guilt. They place the muzzle of the gun to their temple, quivering, shedding tears... And are then grabbed mere moments later as a commando team bursts through the window. They tackle him; they can't let him kill himself, he has to egocast them out of there! And now, he has time to rearrange the dish. He has just long enough to redirect the dish, beam them all out, and fire a few shots at the headhunters that are breaking their way in. Unwilling to let himself be taken, he leaps into the egocasting machine without thinking and is beamed away... Only to awaken and have time to calm down, let it sink in again, and beg to forget.
delroland delroland's picture
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I like this trait, as it can be interpreted in so many ways. It could be the result of restorative psychosurgery, as proposed above. It could be a mental block or other form of amnesia. You could be like the girl in the short story in Sunward who always has her memory reset by her handler whenever he no longer needs her for a mission. I made a character who was an AGI programmer killed in the Fall; his backup was restored by PC and he was used as an indentured infomorph for tasks deemed too risky for "real" people and too complicated for AI's. As he began to recall more and more of his skills, PC began assigning him more complicated tasks and tools. Eventually, he realized what and (roughly) who he was before the Fall and stole the kitted-out flexbot he was occupying at the time, escaping his handlers with whatever he could carry. One of his primary motivations is to return to Earth to attempt to reclaim his identity, both mentally through perhaps a less-corrupt/edited backup and physically by recovering his body, or at least enough genetic material to clone himself a new morph.